Has that ever happened to you? I'm finding that's where I'm at right now in my spirtual walk. Am I too involved... meaning involved in SO many things that I can't give to any of them 100%? Am I working with the Lord where He would have me to be? I'm tired, emotional and busy... some of the business is doing the Lord's work, so why do I feel so blahhhhh?
I've been reading this week in Titus. Although we are to set a Christian example in everything we do, that doesn't mean we have to be involved in EVERYTHING at church. God blesses us and calls us to a specific area to minister and serve, sometimes in an area we least expect. We can get involved in many things, and not be able to totally commit and other area's in our ministry then suffer. So when we are that involved and add family obligations to that... life tends to become a little busy.
Lost perspective... what's important in life? God, my husband, Brian, Austin, extended family and friends. They deserve my time and my love, especially the Lord.
I'm making a committment to stop trying to tell the Lord where I'll be and what I'm gonna do... and ask Him where He is and what can I do for Him at this time. Maybe this will change my perspective on some things.
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
